I used to think healing meant I needed to fix myself

(oh how wrong I was.)

Healing is a remembering of ones true Self.

For far too long...I was so disconnected from my body, my intuition, and my truth. I was lost, desperately trying to find myself in others and relying on anti-depressants to manage my emotional/empathic/clairsentient self. I was abusing my body-suppressing with alcohol, partying and overall unwell environment.

I straightened up when I found my now husband-but still-I was on anti-depressants because I wasn't told otherwise (oh that sweet medical system). In 2017, after moving into our custom home-it felts like all prayers were answered-I fell yet again into a depression that was all too familiar.

To my (enraged) surprise, I was told by a medical doctor that my medication-has been now realized that "it just stops working."

Now, I'm usually a "go with the flow" type of woman...but this...this lit something in me. How could not ONE medical doctor forewarn me after 19 years?

I made the decision. If it was already not "working" - then I shall no longer rely on them...which was WAY harder than the depression was to begin with.

Spoiler alert! She survived...but not without meaningful consequences and a near death experience (I wrote a book about it...here)

The magic I found within myself after this unraveling, was nothing short of Gods work.

Everything changed for me.

I learned that emotions are not inconveniences to suppress. I found that the pharmacuticals were suppressing so much more than my depression-I had lost out on so much inspiration, joy, pleasure, LOVE!

My body had been overridden for so long-I had no idea the depth I was missing...and I finally found true joy and so much gratitude.

Now, through Eternal Weaving, I guide woman back into themselves through my W.O.V.E.N. Method.

Witness

Open

Validate

Embody
Nurture

We witness our emotions, wounds, patterns, conditioning, nervous system responses, and inherited stories that causes us to put up walls.

We open our hearts to the practices that bring our system into alignment-breath work, meditation, somatic body work, surrender.

We validate by honoring our emotions, intuition, needs, desires, and lived experiences rather than abandoning ourselves.

We embody what is being remembered so that we can live our best, truest life.

and finally...

We nurture this path, as it creates a sustainable, sacred life that nourishes ourselves, our relationships, our community, our purpose and future lineage.

We are not becoming something new, we are reweaving ourselves back together.